Swing...and a miss.

Well my period came with a vengeance and early too! I'm not doing anymore supplements, they seemed to have not helped at all. In fact, I think they screwed me up some. Hopefully this month my monitor will read proper Peak days so I don't miss O day like I did last cycle. O day is set for Christmas so hopefully we'll have a New Year's BFP. I have 3 more cycles left in the EAGeR study and then I think I will consider seeing a specialist. I'm sure my Dr will say "keep trying". That's all anyone ever says. Positive thoughts, and low stress, and all that other bull isn't doing a single thing to help. I want answers! I want a plan that will work.

My job is going well and so far I really like it. Steven is looking for another job and has had a company express interest in him. The problem is that they are located in Moab. It's about 230 miles south east from here and off in the middle of nowhere in Arches National Park. The population is under 5,000. I don't think he's excited about it but he really needs to get out of his current situation. Please pray that we find a suitable fit for him. I really don't want to leave my new job but if we need to move, then we need to move.

I'm trying really hard to be OK with everything including my current state of infertility. I was excited at the possibility of moving but he was so against finding a new job that I figured we'd be here for a while and I could find something I wanted to do. Well I did that and then he had some major problems at work so it's forced him to look elsewhere. Truthfully, I'm nervous now. I finally found something to make me happy and take my mind off of things and that may be taken away also. I guess we'll just have to wait and see.

We don't really have anything going on for Christmas. My parents said they wanted to come visit but that didn't work out. At least I guess it didn't work out since I haven't heard from them. I'm scheduled to work the 26th - 30th anyway. We'll have a nice quite one with just the two of us. We haven't done that before so I think it will be nice.

Hope everyone has a happy Christmas. :)